This is a sketchy topic to discuss but I feel the need
to share my experience so far. Please don’t view me as a "pot head"
because I am far from it. I personally think there is something
amazing about marijuana. I believe it truly is a miracle plant. And here is
why.
First of all, do a YouTube search, "Marijuana
cures" and you will be bombarded with people stories
of how cannabis has cured all sorts of diseases, especially cancer. It’s a
tragedy that or government is making research so hard because it is illegal. I
think the drug companies in power are stopping research from being done because
the legalization of marijuana would cripple their business. For
sure.
Anyways, let’s talk about my experience. I was
introduced to cannabis when my younger brother offered me a pot cookie he got
from his friend. With my knowlege of canabis now, there was probably around 50 to 100 mg of THC in that cookie. A normal dose is 10mg. This was 4 months ago and I would try anything to relive the
pain. So I ate it. Not much happened in the first 30 min - so with the limited knowledge
about editable I decided to eat more... and 15 min later I was stoned! I mean really
stoned. I was not expecting the body high that I got. I couldn't talk or
even think clearly. And to be honest I was freaking out. I was Paranoid! And
now looking back I know exactly why I felt Paranoid.
Here is what I thing marijuana does. When ingesting
marijuana your body processes it way different then smoking it. It converts the
THC to other compounds that induce a stronger high, and the high can be 4 times
stronger the smoking it. But it is this high where the healing can begin. Let me
explain...
Besides taking pain away (which it does greatly), I
think marijuana is literally a time machine for your mind. Yeah now I sound
crazy haha. For me personally (each person is different) when I eat a
pot cookie alone (alone is different than with people around, trust me) I
start analyzing my life. I go back and look at my childhood experiences and
memories and see how they made me the person I am today. It’s like the marijuana slows down your brain frequency and like
tuning into a different channel, you tune into a different perspectives on your life.
You can make connections you wouldn’t normally notice. Things like houses, people, places all have a history and feeling associated with them. When I had the cookie at my parents house I could literally hear voices from the past and memories would flash before my eyes. At certain times I wanted to cry. Not
until you eat the marijuana you can start picking up those frequencies. For me,
the first couple times eating the cookies I felt anxious and afraid. This is because my subconcious was opening up and exposing so much information to me that I didn’t know
how to handle it. My brain and emotions were overloaded.
It is meditation on these profound thoughts and truths
that enable the healing. You can clearly see where and why the sickness is occurring. Where you went wrong. I can tell that my body will take a long time to recover but I can also see the path. I
can see how bad I screwed by body up :( I wrote the other day while high this:
"The creams made my skin look healthy but my truth was burried. The sickness and longing my spirit would weep through the skin. When I was two months in and looked
like hell. That what my spirit looked like underneath my skin-- puke, that is
so disgusting, why i would do that too myself."
It is a clear understanding like this that you begin
to fully understand. You begin to understand who you are and how we are so
tightly intertwined with
nature and the energies around us. The artificial creams blocked that
perspective and made me sick.
I feel the inflamed skin cells moving up and out of my
body now. It is a very very slow process. But I see it and understand it now.
Give me another year and I will be a totally renewed person.
Let me note I sometimes smoke it now but it gives me bad asthma sometimes, so I will continue to eat
it. Smoking it is way lighter on a high. Every person experienced eating marijuana/ editable different. And if the edible has butter in it, the high will be stronger because of the way it fuses with the fat proteins. But for
me it seems to be helping. What I have been doing is like have 2 days out of
the week to "medicate” myself, then take a couple days to analyze my
experience and how my body is changing.
Marijana also exposed to me how f'd up our society is. Living in corporate America you can see how businesses and cooperations choose profits over the well being of others. Not all businesses are bad but there is a lot of greed going around these days. It will be this greed that tests America to its limit, and if the people are not carfull and fight for their freedoms it could overtake the world.
Anyways, leave any
comments or questions below!
Also watch this video
(ignore the first min or so where they talk about the bodies haha), there is a
place in this video where Joe Rogan perfectly describes the power of editable!
http://youtu.be/TuH5We_WEQo
