End of Month 2 into Month 3

So I have been going through this day by day and glad to say I am almost at the 60 day mark. 60 days is a long time but to me it feels like an eternity. I am not going to lie, this has not been easy. My condition has kept me indoors which really starts to put a toll on the psyche. I really miss being able to go out and drink and just have a good time with friends. I wish I could go to work and have the energy I used to have. I wish I could snowboard and play soccer. I wish I didn't look like shit! But yet I remain optomistic. I know my life will have to change during this experience,  wether I like it ir not, and I am just going to have to get used to that! 

Now to be optomistic I have noticed good improvments :) My legs are no longer swollen, My skin is sweating and shedding way less. I seem to shed every 3 days now instead of twice a day. My skin will turn red, dry and tight then the next day will start to fall off and peel. Each time the skin seems to be a little better. Although at the moment I am in a pretty bad flare :( But after the shedding I am sure I will get a little break again. 

I am trying to meditate and pray a lot. To keep my spirit strong and optomistic. This involves relaxing and trying to free my brain of negative thoughts and contant business. I replace it with a glowing light that penitrates and relaxes my body and mind. If I am lucky I will get an hour or two of scratchless sleep. Which is huge! 

So how about some pics? 

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